There’s a cold front coming into Texas soon. It is really causing a problem for my head. I just don’t feel right. My head feels like it is being crushed. I am becoming aware of the pain. However, for me, the worst part is my mood. I feel tired and irritable, but I can’t discern whether my feelings are due to my headache and the weather or if I am really tired and irritable.
Then, I start to wonder: Are any of my feelings valid? If all my feelings are based on physical chemical reactions in the brain, then why do they matter anyway? Then, I realize that if I discount everything in my experience, then I won’t be able to learn anything from it. I know that I don’t know God’s plan or purpose, but if I don’t even try, then life really does lose it’s meaning.
At times like these, I stop questioning what matters and I focus on faith. I know I am going to get through this cold front. So, until the weather passes, I’ll just put my life in His hands.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
