Let It Flow

I am working on a writing project and it is strange because I have my ideas, but I am plagued by all these ideas that make me want to procrastinate. I wonder if what I am doing is a worthwhile thing. If it is, then I wonder if I am a good writer or I am just wasting my time. I start to think of other things like housework or my regular work that I need to take care of instead of writing. All these different thoughts could keep me from writing, but I have faith somehow I am doing what I was meant to do. I don’t know where it is going to lead or how the artistic expression is going to effect my life. I just know that it is something that I should do and as for the rest, I am going to give it up to God. When I do that, I find that I can sit at my keyboard and let my ideas flow out of me because I am not worried about the past or the future. I am just in the moment, letting myself enjoy the story that I am telling. I can’t help thinking that maybe that’s how I need to approach life. I need to figure out what I am meant to be doing and just do it. I shouldn’t worry about the past or the future. I should just put my life in God’s hands and let it flow. It is easier said that done, but it is a beautiful ideal to try to reach. My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.