I have this unique ability. I haven’t been able to decide if it is good or not. I guess that’s because it is a little of a positive and a negative. I don’t let embarrassment get in my way. If I want to know about something, then I will find a way to ask questions.
Last year I attended a conference, and I went up and talked to people even though I was afraid. I did because I knew that I had made this vow to God that I would never let fear get in my way. I also talked to many people and had great experiences. I talked to a few people who I didn’t have the slightest idea how important they were, but I did it anyway because if I don’t try then I won’t really experience life.
Lately, I feel myself being pulled to learn more about myself. I want to know if I truly have dyslexia and if I fall on the autism spectrum. I don’t know why, but I have this hunch that soon I will be writing about my life somehow. I also know that it will help to know these things about myself. It’s crazy to thing about writing about my life without considering how OCD colors my experiences. I want to know everything about how my brain has changed my perspective so that when I try to share my experience with others, it could make some sense. I pray today that God continue to give me His guidance and I hope that I am going in the right direction.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
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