The new year is going to start in two days. I have been trying to do something new with my career for the last five months. I have made some strides, but I had also not made too much progress. I need to figure out soon what direction to take at the six month mark.
There’s a part of me that wonders about God’s timing. I don’t understand why God didn’t help me to find the autism and dyslexia information at the beginning of this journey. Instead, I find it now. This information changes everything and it’s taking me some time to figure out what to do with it. So, I feel like the timing is strange. However, I also know that God has a great reason for the timing of everything in my life.
Today I have a really bad migraine headache, and I have had headaches for the last four days. My life has been interrupted for the last four days as well. I wonder if the headaches have something to do with the interruption. I don’t know how much autism and migraines are linked together, but I would like to find out. I feel like I am standing on the tip of an iceberg.
I just remember when I first discovered the truth about OCD. It didn’t solve everything, but it has led for me to be able to make huge improvements with my anxiety. I hope that this happens again. I am not writing well tonight. So, instead of not making sense, I will just pray that God help me with the pain and that whatever comes next, He guide me through it. I have faith in His plan even though I don’t know what it is.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
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