I watched a couple of movies today that had to do with religion, angels, demons, and exorcisms. I like watching horror movies and the idea of a war between God and demons with humans in between in an interesting idea. The only part that always gets to me is that that idea is always so superficial. Most of the time, when people want to explain the nature of demons, they say they are fallen angels who have free will and have rebelled against God. Yet, that to me doesn’t really make sense.
For me, my concept of God is the all-powerful and all-knowing creator. When He created everything, He created both good and evil, angels and demons, and light and dark. He created everything and He knew exactly what He was doing. His creation was and still is perfect. We are the only living beings that He gave free-will to. It’s an interesting idea to say that angels and demons have free-will, but they don’t. It’s an interesting idea to say that they are slaves to God and Satan, but that’s not true either. A being has to have free-will to be a slave.
We don’t really know or understand what angels and demons are. We just know that they are God’s creation. The other important part is that regardless of what they are, I know that I don’t ever what to give power to any entity other than God. There is nothing more important in my life, in the entire Universe, than God. That is the way it always has been, the way it is and the way it will always be.
I have spent several hours today trying to figure out how to achieve a sense of peace because I have a very bad headache. I have found some wonderful clues that could help me, but as I write this tonight, I realize that there’s no magic bullet. When I feel a sensation of peace flow over me, there’s no magic to it. I don’t cast a spell, take a pill, and find some mystical wisdom, I always find my miracles from within because that’s the best place to find the light of God. That light inside of me and all living things will always give me exactly what I need. He is my light and is more than anything else.
My faith saved me. May God’
