Last night I wrote my post. I wrote about my writing and submitting my work, but I don’t feel like my words really conveyed what I wanted to say well. I feel sometimes like it is very difficult to believe in myself. I have that feeling of being an alien to the rest of society and I worry that I won’t be able to connect. However, that’s one of the main reasons why I chose the path that I did. I don’t see the world the same way that other people do. I may not have these amazing writing techniques, but I can write some really weird stories because I don’t see the world the way that everyone else does.
Yesterday, I found something that asked about writing about horror and I feel like my reasons and background might be unusual and unique. I hope that those reasons can guide me and help me to become a better writer. I hope that by believing in who I am, I will be able to have the confidence to share myself as a writer.
And so, what I was wanting to say in my post was that God teaches that He doesn’t have to be qualified by any values, He is and that’s enough. I struggle with knowing that I am and that is enough. However, if I just believed in that, then I would be able to share myself with the world and whoever I am would be enough.
I wrote that having faith is full of possibilities. The power of God makes anything possible. Well, one of the possibilities is that every person is a true miracle of God. I want to open my heart to that and be able to experience it. The light of God is in everyone and it is possible to see that within myself and within everyone else.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
