Again, I find myself dealing with fear and anger. My aunt keeps going into the garage. She is trying to get to things that I have thrown away because she thinks she wants to keep them. The problem is that she is unsteady on her feet, and it can cause her to fall. If she goes diving into the trashcan, she could end up falling and hurting herself.
She doesn’t understand that. It scares me that she could hurt herself. It makes me angry when she lies to me about it and also when she has so little regard for her own health and safety. I understand that she doesn’t think the same way that I do, but it is very difficult to be patient and understanding.
In addition, I have been feeling sick all day today. When my head feels like it is under pressure, I lose my patience because I feel like my head is being squeezed so much. Once again, I am going to pray tonight for God to get me through this difficult situation. I most need to find a way to get the rest I need and to find the patience, love, and understanding that I need to have for those around me and for myself.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
