I find myself thinking about sharing my thoughts about my life. It’s so ironic to share my story when I really don’t know much. I won’t say that anything that I do will work in anyone else’s life, except for my own. We all walk on own path. We can’t really compare; it just isn’t the same. It’d be great if God filled me with wisdom of the ages to share with the masses, but when I started the blog, all I knew is that He wanted me to be His messenger and that somehow I would find out what that message was.
I also think it’s ironic that after five years, I finally got the message: we aren’t alone. I don’t know why, but I didn’t think it was going to be such a simple message. I love reading about philosophy and some of the ideas are so complex and difficult to understand. I thought that if there was an important message to share with the world, then it would be something complex and difficult. After all, that’s would be why God had a messenger. Yet the more I think about it, the more it makes sense.
Human beings by nature isolate themselves from each other. They want to belong to one group or another. They want to feel special. They want to feel a sense of individuality and think that there’s no one else like them. They believe that no one else in the world has ever felt the way that they do. No one else has ever gone through the life circumstances that they have. And yes, they are special, and they are unique, but they aren’t alone. We in our life are never alone. We are connected to all our brothers and sisters because we are alive and experienced this amazing give of life. We don’t need to ever feel alone.
And maybe, I’m too quick to judge that idea. It seems so simple, but when I realize that I am connected to every person who ever lived, to every person who is living right now, and to every person who will ever live that is a complex idea. I am a tiny part of an amazing chain of life force. And I thank God every day for making me part of it.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
