It seems like in the last few days if something could go wrong, it does go wrong. My work computer isn’t working and now I have my laptop attached to my work monitors so that I can continue to work at home, but it feels like I am taking twice as long to do my work. The worst part is that my laptop looks and feels like it has all these horrible wires and cables in it trapping it at my desk. I can’t take it anywhere and just write.
Everything about what I love about being able to write is being messed up and it is really upsetting me. I don’t think anyone understands how important my laptop has become to me. I literally take it everywhere I go. When we go on a vacation, the two things I insist on having are my laptop and my medications. I want to always be able to write and feel like I have the freedom to express myself. The way all these wire and cables are holding my laptop in one space is how I feel right now like I am being tied down and like I can move. I hate that feeling and I want to cry because of it.
The only thing I know how to do is pray and ask for God to help me to get through this difficult time.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
