Yesterday I couldn’t write because I had a bad headache. I took medication and it made me so sleepy that I couldn’t concentrate enough to be able to do a post. Then, today I heard someone say that in our modern world we often put time expectations on ourselves to get things done. I know I do that a lot with my OCD. This person said that maybe we should just let go and let things happen on “divine” time.
I don’t think God has time, but I do think the idea makes sense. I don’t want to worry about getting something done in a certain about of time. I don’t want to worry about my life fitting into expectations that are human made constructs of what my life should be. I want my life to be what connects me to the divine. I want to be as close as I can to being the person God see when He looks down at me from Heaven. And if that means that I go slowly and peacefully through this life, then I am fine with that. I am not here to impress my other human being or to make a mark that others will see for ages, I am here for God. I am here for love.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
