I am stuck today in what feels like limbo watching someone I love go through what for me would be torture. The worst part is that there’s nothing I can do about it. I don’t know what I could hope for either. An end to suffering also means an end to life, but continuation of life means a very difficult road ahead. There are no easy answers in this situation and all I can do is sit back hope that God really does have a plan for all of us.
This time I find myself putting my faith to the test. I don’t know what’s best. I don’t know what God wants. I just need to surrender myself to His will and pray for His will to be done. I just hope He holds my loved one in His arms and gives me the strength and endurance to carry on for whatever comes next.
My faith saved me. May God’s peace reside in all of our hearts.
